As we walked away she called out…
“I hope you’re not thinking about him too much. Who needs name anyway when you have Laura?”
And all I could say back, though I do love her so, was:
“damnit… Me. I need him. It may be terrible, but I do, I need him”
I’ve been thinking about him a lot the last couple of days. Things were never SnowWhite perfect between us, because every couple has their problems and niggles and issues, but gosh do I now notice how much I really loved him and how much I miss him. One time I think i hurt him terribly by telling him how, instead of being love at first sight, I grew into loving him. That may be terrible admission but I miss that love now.
Boys, they make you hurt. I don’t get over them easily and I fall SO deep that getting back up again is incredibly hard.
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Love hurts…and it hurts forever
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Lots of moral support, Padz. In my view, it’s better to have loved than not, even if sometimes we feel we can’t get on with things… but even if you never completely heal, some day you’ll be happy again, and you’ll look back and say: “I don’t regret anything.” And that’s how it should be.
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Yeah, I guess so. Sorry for being so slow to respond. I think the only thing I can really regret is thinking about the past too much! Being melancholy isn’t a state to try to attain. But in general, I have so much to be happy about, to be proud about and to fondly remember, how could I really be sad about the past for long?